» TUESDAY 30/7-24 | "AND I THINK THAT I JUST FELL IN LOVE WITH YOU"

In 20 days I'll travel from Sweden to Canada to meet Dominic for the first time. I'll be staying for 2 weeks and hopefully he'll eventually let me return and stay for forever, haha. We met on May 9 on an app of all places. After talking for a couple of days I fell in love and on May 13 he sent me the song above and I almost died, haha. And, despite all of the tears I've cried since meeting him on the app; he's the best thing that has ever happened to me.

» SUNDAY 4/8-24 | "YOU ARE DEARER TO ME THAN ALL THE BATS
IN ALL THE CAVES IN THE WORLD"

15 DAYS LEFT! Never in my soon 33 years on this little planet did I think that I would find happiness and love in a man a trillion miles or so away from me. This little man is so gentle, kind and sweet to me and I am so in love!

» MONDAY 5/8-24 | "HEALING OUT LOUD BECAUSE I ALMOST DIED IN SILENCE"

14 DAYS LEFT! I never thought that a man of all of Foldardróttinn's creations would kick the door in to my life, remove the thorns from my little heart, put ointment on the wounds, let me put down the knife I used to protect myself with and bring me healing. It's so painful and intense at times but it's needed.
Atli must've heard my cries and sent him to me. It's as if a curse has been lifted and that this little man is the blessing.

» WEDNESDAY 7/8-24 | "HEALING OUT LOUD BECAUSE I ALMOST DIED IN SILENCE PT. 2"

12 DAYS LEFT! Maybe, finally, I'm in the safe hands of someone. Maybe, finally, I've found someone to protect me. Maybe, finally, I can put down the knives and swords and take off the armour. Maybe, finally, I can rest from the battles. Maybe, finally, I'll heal.

» FRIDAY 9/8-24 | "IF YOU LIVE THROUGH THIS WITH ME, I SWEAR THAT I WILL DIE FOR YOU"

10 DAYS LEFT! It's raining today and I'm sitting on the floor in an apartment in southern Sweden, listening to music, drinking coffee and writing this.
And, I've been thinking: Dominic didn't only kick in the door to my life
but he's also the chosen one who finally found the key to the locked cage
I had been put in and is letting me out, setting me free. Maybe he IS the key?

I had made the mistake of wasting almost 15 years of my life on the wrong man.
I should've physically left him earlier, but I wasn't able to.
I was trapped in that cage. But, Dominic is rescuing me, saving me,
and for that I am eternally grateful.

» MONDAY 12/8-24 | "IF YOU LIVE THROUGH THIS WITH ME, I SWEAR THAT I WILL DIE FOR YOU PT. 2"

7 DAYS LEFT! I have no words, I have nothing to write about today. But, I am so HAPPY! We are 95 pages in, on chapter 3, and I hope this book never ends. And, I do not want to have to burn this book too. I am so in love with the protagonist. But, I think that is obvious at this point, haha.

» SUNDAY 18/8-24 | "- YOU KNOW WHAT? I WISHED FOR YOU TOO."

6 HOURS LEFT until I leave the apartment and head to the airport! I'm nervous but so happy. I hope this'll turn out to be the best thing I've done for myself. It's so weird to think that in 16 hours I've finally set myself free.

» FRIDAY 13/9-24 | "HAPPY FRIDAY THE 13TH!"

I have been back in Sweden for 10 days. In 12 days he'll come here and in 15 days we'll travel back home to his little apartment together. Despite being sick while being there I had a great time and I can not wait to go back. I miss him. He's "the one" for me. And, maybe we'll get married one day. We'll see. He hasn't proposed to me but he's mentioned that he would like to marry me.